Presentation! Selfconfidence! Selfcriticism! These are the obstacles i have to overcome. Of all my sketches and sculptures some are really good, but the problem for me is realizing which one of them are good. It's not that i hate them all, on the contrary, i like almost all the things i make.
The way how i see it: i may like the sculpture, but is it good enough to be even allowed to be called art? How do i know when something is good when there is not a teacher around to tell me? Is it when i'm satisfied with the end-result? Not only does my lack of selfconfidence make me ask those questions, but it also ruins my presentation.
I know its important where you place a sculpture/painting, but at all the other classes everyone just put all their stuff at one spot so the teacher doesn't have to walk all around the school and more importantly: they can see all the work you have made in a period in an overview. None of them except Herman (3d beeldonderzoek) told me that my presentation was very bad and the only time Herman told me that was at the periodic judgement. Not during classes or meetings, he almost always says that my artwork is good and very interesting. What he said regarding the presentation is that alone my works are great. But together with all the others they fall flat and aren't good anymore.
I have to be confident enough to just place all my work at their own best places and not be bothered about taking in someone else his space. THAT is what i´m going to do at the assesment. Present my work in their appropriate places and tell the teachers that im going to build on my confidence!!!
Anyway, i have a 7 for 3D, which could have been an 8 if it weren´t for my presentation.
I now have a 7 for 3D
a 7 for Beeld en Concept
an 8 for 2D
an 8 for Serieel Beeld
I know...it´s weird.
Perfect extinction
DUO
processsing
a box
kodama
back of kodama
illusion of a rope
rope attached at a fishing wire
stage
a box
nog eentje nageschildert
